Well okay, my life is Yours God.
But it’s still mine, right?
You wouldn’t ask me to go through THIS, right?
But God, truly, if I’m honest, I feel like perhaps I’ve already gone through so much.
Haven’t I learned what You’ve been teaching?
What, there’s more?
But God? I really don’t think I can walk through THIS.
Yes, I remember You carried me before. And now I hear You whispering in my spirit…You’re going to hold me closer than I ever imagined You could…this side of Heaven.
But God, I’m afraid.
I don’t know what to expect.
I don’t know if I can do this.
Yes, I hear You reminding me,I thought that before. I didn’t know about those other hard things either. I was so afraid.
But You came through.
You carried me.
You always do.
You always have.
You always will.
Though I’m afraid. Though I feel alone. You are still here.
I see that now. This moment.
Though I may forget tomorrow. Though I may be fearful all over again. You’ll patiently remind me. You are with me. You will carry me.
You are enough to sustain me, when all else seems to fail me. No matter what else seems to fail me. God, You never will.
And so I’ll rest. And I’ll trust You one day at a time to carry me all the way home.